why do feelings go up and down..?

A few hours ago I tried to post my blog but my connection was 2 slow, so i decided to wit a bit till I could do it without problems.


A few hours ago my post was going to start with a big "WOHOOO".. cause my sweety and I talked and we are ok.


But now.. I don't know. I went to his site to post sth at his guestbook.. only to see he has erased me from there. So I wondered... if he had done it anywhere else on the site. I saw his pic gallery. I used to be under "those who love". Now I'm not there. I'm not even as "those who care".


I'm forgetable and erasable.


But he told me he loves me, and I believe him. I'll wait, till he comes back online. Cause he has all the benefits here, I'm not going to say he doesn't love me or that he believes i don't love him. He's got to know that.


Come back sweety.... do sth or explain that before my heart touches the ground.. right now is heading that direction and is around my knees.